My Nana died this afternoon. It hasn't hit me yet and I know in a day or two I will be non-functional. I am going to miss her so much. She was always the "cool" grandma. She smoked and painted her fingernails bright red. She owned a lava lamp and I could talk to her about s#x and drugs. She was always so happy to see me and the kids and we always left with something from her collection of knick-knacks. She sewed most of my kids clothes when they were babies and I made a king size quilt out of the scraps. I am glad she is no longer in pain but I want her here on earth with us.
My heart hurts.