It is 2:45 in the morning. What am I doing up? I don't know. I just know I am tired and cold and should be in my cozy bed but it just seems such an unwelcome place right now. I am having anxiety but not sure what the reason is. I just feel tired and overwhelmed. (I always spell overwhelmed wrong. I always throw an 'a' in there. Good thing for spell check.) I think I will go have a hot chocolate and go back to bed and read.
In other news...
Little Girl had her big year end show for Highland Dancing. I always tear up when I see my kids perform. She is really good and just loves it. She did the sword dance and did it perfectly. I don't know if anyone has ever attempted Highland but it is incredibly difficult and a need for a high level of co-ordination, of which I have none. (See last post.) She was so proud of herself and that is the reason I put her in. My self-esteem was in the toilet when I was a child and I don't want the same for my children. When I tell my daughter how beautiful she is she just says "I know Mama, thank you." I love that!
OK, going back to bed.