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Sunday, May 15, 2005

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Later in the day update- Had the much anticipated nap after lunch. Woke up, cleaned the cleaned the kitchen, my bedroom, changed the sheets on my bed, put on a roast, went to visit my mom and dad, bought shoes for the the girl at Wal-Mart (Hi Inky!), came home, finished making supper, cleaned kitchen. I also did a few loads of laundry through out day. Sheesh, no wonder Kein was bored with me. :(
Now I am sitting here craving pie. Bumbleberry Pie! With whipped cream. *sigh* I am trying so hard to lose about 20 pounds. After the French Vanilla Disappointment I am buckling down. The thing is I really enjoy eating well. We eat lots of salads and we eat whole wheat pasta and bread. I eat lots of fruits and veggies and skim milk. My problem is I really enjoy the junk as well and when I get a serious craving it will last until I eat it. Whoever said that cravings will pass was wrong! I WANT PIE!

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Quick update because it is Sunday and I want to have a nap! I have been feeling angry and really hurt over this whole affair. I have come tot he conclusion that he has been talking to this women online, by e mail and on the phone for some time and that is why he has been feeling like I have not been paying him enough attention. As one of you said, the grass is always greener. What bothers me so much is I would not even have lunch with a man even if he was a friend because I knew it would have hurt Kvin. The guys at work have asked me several times to go out with drinks with them but I always knew that Kein would feel insecure about it. Then he goes and spend the entire weekend with another woman. (He had this weekend planned before we broke up.) Anyway, I am doing alright. I will have a lot to say to him when he returns.

You have all been so fantastic. It was through your wise words and encouragement that got me through this. Have a nice Sunday. :)

8 Comments:

Blogger Keri said...

Rest easy knowing you are setting a wonderful example for your children because you are taking care of YOU. Good girl. He will realize what he has lost when he sees what a strong and independent woman you are, Barbara! :) Way to go!

5:00 PM  
Anonymous Curtis said...

Yep all too often men just don't know which is their head and their butt. Ellen's ex doesn't know it but I thank him everyday for giving up someone very special. Wonder who's being his slave now. As I said in my blog that you read earlier...if it's meant to be then it will be. You were doing the right thing so don't worry about it. I agree with Keri that you are a wonderful example for your children and others that know you so just keep on with yourself everything is ok.

5:24 PM  
Blogger Vince said...

Mmmmmmmm . . . pie.

10:18 PM  
Anonymous susan said...

Barbara,
Ive been lurking in the background through out the week. Keeping you in my thoughts, but I dont feel like i know you well enough to have commented on your situation. However todays update would seem to indicate that you are relining the nest and begining to move on.
Keep your chin up girl.

10:28 PM  
Blogger deni said...

I have lots of left over cake I can share with you!!

Please, please take some before I eat it all.

As for Kevin, sounds like he just needs a good boot out the door and good riddence. If he can play you like that, then he is definately NOT worth your time.

If he comes crawling back, tell him to kiss off.

Sorry, it makes me so mad when someone does something like this to someone I care about and count as one of my friends.

There is someone so much more worth your time and love than this guy, you will find him someday, just keep your chin up and remember we all love and care about you.

*hugs*

6:31 AM  
Blogger David said...

A Sunday roast - that use to be family tradition when we were raising the kids. Now days with the cost of a roast, it does not happen often.

Am sorry for what you are going through. Not all men are that way. Sounds like you might have a good support group at work though.

7:12 AM  
Blogger Bella said...

Well it's Monday now and I am anticipating on what's going on. A part of me hoped that maybe this whole thing was blown out of proportion but I can see where you are coming from. I don't think Kevin should have gone especially knowing that you weren't okay with it. I see it as selfish on his part.

I feel your strength through your words and I think this will come back to haunt him.

1:15 PM  
Blogger thequeen said...

good riddance to bad rubbish I say!
Now you got me wantin PIE!!!!!!
only I want blackberry:) yum yum yummiyum yum

1:42 PM  

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